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Dreamer of DreamsEyes so green – deeper than the seas and with
Thoughts so far away; she was the dreamer of all dreams.
They told her she couldn’t succeed
Yet she tried and tried.
And eventually fell victim
To the abuse and lies.

Her smile held beauty that none could compare, but her
Confidence was shaken and she was struck with despair.
For the words that they had spoken
Got lost inside her head.
To the world she was alive,
But in her heart she was dead.

She found solace in a friend whose name we all know:
Crack cocaine became her lover and it became her foe.
Now she felt she had done
What they said she would do.
“Not only am I a failu

I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.

CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

Somewhere

people

don't

know

our

The Pixelated Mani am just a single pixel,
a tiny dot on the digital canvas of my life,
a speck of grey in a sea of color,
a whirlpool of life and frivolity,
yet the sea is far away,
i am but a single pixel on a blank canvas,
a single pixel can never see a bigger picture,
yet somehow i am okay this way,
a single solitary pixel,
and yet all the same i cling to hope,
i hope that one day i will be joined by other pixels,
so that we may form a beautiful picture,
a special little masterpiece

Your Skin to that BladeYour Skin to that Blade

You take your skin to that blade
That thin piece of sharp metal
To go beneath your skin.

That moment when you feel that rush
The rush of a red river
flowing down your wrist
The release of your demons.

Weather it's across the stream
or down the street
That first slice becomes an addiction
Addiction of ecstasy when you
bring your skin to that blade.

The next day people are asking you
"Why are you wearing a long sleeve shirt in this weather"
with your reply of "I'm just cold."
When you fill your wrists with bracelets
or the “my cat scratched me” excuse.

You will say anything believable just so
yo

lostI see them slip one by one, all my dreams

Try so hard to catch them, but they dance away it seems.

I don’t want my friends to be my only source of hope

I don’t want to hurt myself anymore just to cope.

This life hasn’t turned out the way I wanted it to be

I’m scared of a future I’m not sure I want to see.

Everyday I feel more confused, feel even more lost

I want to die but I’m not sure if its worth the cost~

Have you seen that girlHave you seen that girl
With the yellow clothing
Running around, making too much noise?

I’m afraid I haven’t
I’ve seen the girl in blue though
She was calm, yet seemed troubled

What’re you talking about
I’ve only seen the girl in black
Packed with danger, yet kept to herself

Ah, were you guys just talking about me?

They all turned
To find the girl
The color they each want to see
For she is nothing
But
A mirror
That shows what you want to see
But never
Revealing the hidden part inside

Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day

wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown

Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so

Be happy, my baby girl.I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, my sweetheart
But what daddy is about to tell you will help you understand him a little

Your father is a complex, but loving and caring man
He always tried to help his friends and loved ones whenever he could, even if it was at the cost of himself
But that isn’t the best thing one can do
It got him hurt a lot by people he would have never thought to be hurt by
Luckily daddy has gone through it all, just so he could teach you to be different
Listen to me baby girl, it took daddy not long to figure out what life is
What life is ment to be, and what its true purpose is

He was depresse

Stone Heartkneeling on rough ground,
the tears fall from my face,
collecting in a chalice beneath your feet,
feel the melodic rhythm of my heart in every drop,
and sate your thirsty lips upon the cool water,
drink your fill from the wellspring of my love,
but do not be surprised once the well runs dry,
and my heart becomes like stone,
and beats no more

The Porcelain Shieldof porcelain so bloody,
chipped and battered,
rusted firm from eons past,
the blood streaks like tears down its eyes,
like magic in the mirror,
reveals the crystal tears it cries,
my mask it is so beaten,
from years of bitter lies,
it used to be so perfect,
but now it slowly dies,
the cracks they show so clearly,
displayed so all can see,
revealing beneath the surface,
a broken, lonely me

Because You Loved MeHi,
My name is--
Nothing.
Never mind.
I forgot that I don't have one.
You can't know me.
You don't know me....
At least that's what you told them....
You could never just admit it.
You would never tell them.
You should have just shouted it out,
Loud enough for the whole world to here you.
I love you...
And you know you loved me...
Cause we were together
Yeah.
We were a thing
I couldn't have just imagined it
We spent 4 months together
Cuddled in the back of your mom's car
Laughing at my jokes
Arms around each other
Lips locked together.....
But now you say that you don't know me??
Every.
Single.
One.
Of my deepest secrets has been invested into your very soul
And every time you look at me...
You turn the other way and laugh
Because you know I'm a freak.
You know what's wrong with me!
You know everything!
But you still say that you don't know me...
But you know you do.
You know you loved me!
And I know that I loved you....
And I know that you know you loved me too
S

Never LastsNever Lasts

I fall so hard
I fall so fast
But I already know
It never lasts

Love is a circle?
No, Love is a line
There is always an end
What about "Love is kind"?

Kind at the start
Perhaps the "patient" thing, too
But all that goes away
And you'll be left feeling blue

I'm better off alone
I'm better off lost
Why fall for love
When it comes with a cost?

Don't fall so hard
Don't fall so fast
My wise words to you
"It will never last"

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I love you so much!You're what keeps me sane.
Keeping me from looseing my brain.

You're the lyrics to my melody.
When I'm hurt, you're my remedy.

You're the blood rushing through my body.
Who else has done this? Nobody.

This is not a lie.
You're more than an ally.

I just want you to know
you'll never be my foe.

Maby you dont notice my appretiation,
but for a friendship, its a qualification.

So i dedicate these words to you.
This is the Q
to tell me what i mean to you.

I love you so much.
Thanks for helping me and such.

What Anger CausesAnger swells up in my body
Must let it all out
When i get hurt
I hurt back
What can i say?
Its my nature

Percisley at midnight
When darkness consumes the world
I grab a stick i got from the park
Made the end sharper

I pull you out of bed
To the street
Good thing you're a deep sleeper

I kick you in the face
Wakeing you up
Leaveing a bloodied gash behind

You wake up....
I smile deviously

You gasp sharply
I walk closer to apear more...threatening

My smile turned upside down as i thrust the stick in the air
Then push it down in your chest
To your heart

I was too quick for you to scream....

The next day
All over the news
You dead

Nobody ever suspected me
Thoose fools
Thoose idiots

Do i feel guilt?
No

I wanted revenge
And i got it

.....im an introvertPeople think im weird
Quiet
Shy
Antisocal
Emo

They're all wrong
I just feel insecure in public
Solitude gives me happines
Because i escape society
And all it's judgeing
Along with it's stereotypeing

I am an introvert

Trapped in my mindTrapped in my mind
My on little world
My own convesations
Lost in my train of thoughts
I need to escape it
But it's too dificult
Nobody can help me
Only i can do it

Backstabbing meI evesdrop you while you mercilessly backstab me
My shimmering eyes with unshed tears look down
You cause me soul breaking pain with every word you say
Leaving a bloodied gash behind in my heart
Solitude is all i desire at the moment
To get lost in my train of thoughts

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by ~princesslove123, Dec 28, 2012, 10:33:46 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

I plaster the fake smile

At least for a while

Don't you see the lies

That lie in my eyes?

I want to ask for help

But I dare not yelp

I say I'm ok

But I'm not

I try to to hide

The truth that I'm dieing inside

Will someone come to my rescue

And say "I will help you"?

Help?by ~princesslove123

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

This poem isn't really my situation in my life at the moment but I came up with this yesterday in the car while driveing to the mall. My mom was trying to make me feel better and my neighbor bought me a black veil brides shirt. I really like it cuz it has the slogan and the whole backside is ripped....anyways, I'm pretty proud of this poem. It acually rymes!

I hope you guys enjoy it. Comments and favorites are very much apretiated.

*Ppurple100 Dec 28, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

It's really beautiful~ And it really rhymes!

Great job on your poem~

~cukikiuc123 Dec 28, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

uh... me senti un poco identificada con el poema... (a si me siento yo cuando estoy triste)
me gusto mucho... mi nota es un 23^68
posdata: espero que no te molestes pero estoy haciendo un dibujito para ti... espero que esto tambien te suba el humor

~princesslove123 Dec 28, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Supongo que siempre hay otra persona que se siente igual que uno. Y gracias, se siente lindo que hay tansiciera otra persona que le importas. Eres muy simpatica, gracias por tratar de acer me sentir me mejor.

~cukikiuc123 Dec 28, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

^//^ no hay de que, tu eres muy buena escritora y dibujante y me encanta poder subirle el animo a mis amigos

aqui esta el [link] del dibujo espero que te guste.

espero que te haga sentir mejor

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